I am having some cravings today already, but for the most part, I'm OK. I think I started getting another headache this morning, but I just went back to bed after I put Sophie back down and it seems to be held at bay for now. I did have some trouble sleeping last night, but I took an Ativan and was able to sleep better. The Ativan is so mild and I like that. I don't get any sort of high from it, it just calms me and helps me keep my head clear. It doesn't do anything for the cravings, of course, but it helps with anxiety and sleep.
It will be a while before I taper off the Ativan, I'm sure. I feel that I will need it at least while Tommy and I go through marriage counseling and as long as I have sleep problems, anxiety and battle these last remaining withdrawals.
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