Mar 30, 2009
I finaly told the neighbor lady that i ate all her pills the last time she gave them too me she said thats ok i got another one for ya and instead of the 750's i got the extra strength. I want em so bad. Its been 70 some odd days and thats about all i think about is pills and coke lately. Not sure whats up with that. I think my mind doesnt like to be sober. She's supposed to be coming over when she gets done with work so she can give em to me. I told her i ate the whole other bottle and it was like it was nothing. I want them but i dont i dont want to have to go threw day one again my stomach is messed up enough on its own. It gets rock hard and cramps up almost after eveytime i eat it reminds me of how my stomach was on those day one's! I need money so i really should just sell em but seeing them and knowing that she doesnt care makes it easier to just eat em all! Ughhh.