Mar 31, 2009
I am completely over living with this disease. I am sick of people saying well at least you dont have the invasive type. WEll my answer to this is, women with borderline at my age are at a higher risk of getting the invasive type in their 40's and 50's so tell me how i am meant to live a normal life when i am in constant pain, cannot have sex with my partner, have mood swings and menopausal symptoms despite the fact i still have one ovary while worrying about death constantly! I do not know anyone one else my age with my type and am completely lost and alone. I am cranky that for 2 and a half years doctors ignored me so instead of being diagnosed at 22 i should of been cured!
I do not know how to continue living when i am constantly worried about mine turning invasive. Not all women with borderline are lucky and i wish people realised that! It affects my internal organs and can completely block my bal if i am not careful. Some women have extraovarian disease like me and others have that plus invasive implants which are extremely dangerous. I am over surgery! I am sick of anxiety and feeling depressed and I am sick of how this affects my family and closest friends its not fair on them and i can see the stress it causes them!