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Getting on with Life with less tears

Mar 29, 2008 - 2 comments

That sounds so pathetic, I know.  I cried a lot since Friday but am feeling much better this evening.  My DH has been so so good to me these past few days!  Saki helps.  8-)

I know one of us is bound to get a BFP soon.  I think I am up for another try (#3) but that is it.  I don't want to become addicted to this process.  I am also going to talk with DH about filling out adoption papers.  Why not?
Has anyone else contemplated this route?  I have a lot of questions about the process.  Anyone familiar?

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by bella537, Mar 30, 2008
Hi. I'm so very sorry.  I am praying for you.  Enjoy your saki girl! Try to get your mind off of it.  I know what you mean about trying again, it can be daunting. I have to mentally work my way up to doing it each time. My DH and I have some embryos left it my beta tomorrow is a neg but it's so emotionally exhausting to go through all of this. We've talked about adoption some and will probably try that route if the last don't work but that can be rough on you too and as a couple.  But hang in there, chin up, I'll be thinking of you.  Allow yourself time to grieve this cycle then find something interesting to jump into.  I know...sound advice until your the one going through it.  God bless.

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by SDteacher, Apr 01, 2008
Today I left work early.  I am having ALOT of bleeding & clotting.  Almost abnormal amounts!  I am going in today for my FSH level and an U/S so that will make me feel better as long as there are no problems and I can move on to the next cycle.  

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