May 16, 2013
Just get one thing sorted, then something else occurs, just to keep me on my toes! Thankful I can eat normally again, tho still wake up with tummy pain that last about 15 mins. Goes after herbs & cuppa tea. Back pain still there. Seems like injection didn't work, and I'm so sad about that. Now I can't wear my prosthetic leg, as it rubs on my knee & has created a couple of sores that got infected. Hurts like hell to wear the prosthesis as it just keeps rubbing that spot, so have to leave it off until it heals. This is SO depressing. I have to use wheelchair to get around, & it's so awkward, bumping into doorways etc. I am thankful tho, that I can get around at all. Could be worse. I'm blessed with a wonderful family, good friend on this site. Must focus on my blessings, not what's wrong. Having an issue with a person I thought was a friend. Over money. Never let money be part of the condition for friendship. If you have to pay (petrol money) for a 'friend' to visit you, it's not a true friendship at all. She's turned nasty. Will not retaliate, but forgive her, for my own peace of mind. If I take the bait, it will only escalate & I'll be so miserable & sick, so will wash my hands of her, and move on to more pleasant things. I WILL not let her insults use up my thinking time & ruin my day. Will pray hard, each time I'm tempted to reply & defend my honour! I must not feed her sick need to hurt me. May God help me forget her! I've done nothing wrong, so my conscience is clear & I sleep peacefully, while she's up all night working out what other insults she can hurl at me.