May 26, 2013
Woke with the usul tummy pain. Went away after herb pills & cuppa green tea, normal tea with honey. Listened to Joel Olsteen on TV. Inspirtional. Still prefer Joyce. Daughter & my grandkids visited.. Wonderful! I love em so much! Another daughter rang. Had a great old chat. Delightful! Another dughter mssged me on fb. inviting us to do at her place 13th July. Said YES we'll be there God-wiling. Finished a painting yesterday. Totally stuffed it up, haha! Oh well. It kept my mind occupied will start another. Want to paint a nice card to send to the Chinese Herbalist, as a thank you. I'm not keeping up with jobs. This is a bit frustrating but not that important. MOST important is keeping my mind on the love of God, all my blessings, and prying for freedom from addiction to valium & zopiclone. Doing well with that. Had less than prescribed, yesterday. YAY! I refuse to take new med my psych prescribed. Good Lord! What a joke, thinking I need such poison to make my life HELL! Going to ask y GP if she can take over supervision of my weaning plan of meds. She won't add more meds, unlike this psych who thinks medication is the answer to everything. I'm happy, in spite of pain, which is being healed. I believe God is healing me. I've proved it already, with my tummy, as I can now eat anything & not get pain. It's only that first waking in the morn pain that goes. Once my prolapse is fixed, I believe that will remove that prob. Staring to feel a little jittery. Must have some lunch. My blood sugar level must be low. This can cause jitteriness. ooh! My eldest daughter just arrived. I love my kids! Gotta go! Will write more later.