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May 26, 2013 - 6 comments

well I'm pretty pissed off to say the least that my de ivf didnt work considering my body can implant an own egg  abnormal embryo and not 1 of 3 de implanted in me.... so what to do now, continue trying and if I'm lucky enough to fall pregnant again, endure more miscarriages, then in 6-12mths time come to the conclusion thats its all over, come to that conclusion now even though I'm not ready to deal with that, or consider trying de ivf again at another clinic, even though we have no money, so thats not really an option either... arrrggghhhh  :/

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by TTC2006, May 27, 2013
I haven't read too far back to see what's happened and what you've tried in your narural cycles, but have you fond research into coenzyme q10?  It's in the camp right now of "might help, can't hurt" for helping older eggs perform at a younger level.  Might be worth a try for you naturally while you come to terms with the end of the journey.  

It's hard to call it quits.  Feel for you!

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by TTC2006, May 27, 2013
Fond research = done research.

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by Sherri90049, May 27, 2013
I'm so sorry your cycle didn't work. I can't begin to imagine how disappointed you are. If we ever get the chance to do it, we'll only have one shot, too. As TTC said there are supplements like CoQ10, wheatgrass, melatonin, vit E, etc., that can help. However, those aren't cheap either as I can attest.

I will tell you one thing I learned in the last few days: chronic mercury toxicity (and other heavy metals) is frequently the cause of a whole host of things like adrenal/thyroid issues, hormone imbalance, infertility/recurrent pregnancy loss, weak immune system, neurological issues, candida/yeast overgrowth, etc. For me the poisoning was slow over many years due to amalgam (mercury) fillings I got as a child. Then over the last 20 years I have gradually had them all replaced. Problem is that the dentists who did it didn't follow the correct procedures to try to minimize my exposure during the removal.

So I have become quite ill (especially in the last two months). Now most people are not near as toxic as I am, but it's worth considering. Are you aware of any exposure to mercury in your life? Most vaccines prior to the year 2000 (at least in the US) had thiersol (sp?) as a preservative which has mercury in it. Or maybe you had/have amalgam fillings, too?

I pray you can figure it all out and have your dream of another child come true. Sending big hugs!! xx

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by mandaszoo, May 27, 2013
Thinking of you. Know how you feel .  I would love to ttc again but would not go back to this clinic in Athens as you have found out there is no aftercare . Take care x

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by stacey10, May 27, 2013
Thanks guys and as for supplements I've done the lot... Coq10, macca, royal jelly, spirulina, epo, vit e,c , iron, folic acid, melatonin, fertile cm, myo inositol, preconception vitamins, etc I know there's more, at one time I was taking 16 different supplements a day lol plus juicing and acupuncture and yoga weekly so I've pretty much tried the lot and have a blighted ovum to show for it so really at my age I don't think supplement help that much, so I guess a gradual realization that its all over will happen, now just to accept it :/

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by TTC2006, May 27, 2013
big hugs

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