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Apr 08, 2009 - 0 comments
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Ok so I'm in FL for a week on vaction visiting family. I'm not going to stress about trying to conceive, I'm going to put it in God's hands to let me get pregnant and have another baby when I'm supposed to. When I get back home I should, hopefully start my period soon. (Not sure since I stopped birth control mid-cycle) After, it's time to count and test. I bought two packs of ovulation predictors to use this time around and to get me started next time. I'm really hoping I get pregnant soon. I want another baby, and this may sound crappy but I'm trying to get out of the military as well. My husband is active duty Army and I'm in the Active Reserves...and with the recent launch of a missle by N Korea and all the stuff in Afghanistan, I am SOOO scared that we will both be deployed and we will have to leave our son behind to be cared for by someone else. I never planned on getting out of the military because I never planned to get married and have a baby while I was in, or to marry someone else in the military. I know it may sound like I'm horrible because I am trying to get out, but I don't want my son being raised by anyone other than one or both of his parents. No, I'm not getting pregnant to get out, but I will when I do. I AM getting pregnant because my husband and I decided we are ready for another baby. And I so have baby fever...everywhere I go I see these cute newborn babies and pregnant ladies, and I miss being pregnant, even the yucky parts! So send me some extra sticky baby dust this month, maybe in the next few weeks I'll be able to happily announce a BFP!!!

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