May 29, 2013
I cant take the deep chronic pain in my joints and through out my body but mostly on my right side. I feel like I am dying sometime. the doctors cant tell me anything. when I was admitted into ICU the middle of april they said there was a poison in my body, my potassium was low and so was my white blood cell count. the last time I was in the hospital my blood work said low potassium, low white blood cell count and positive for a intestinal parasite. took the wormer but I haven't gotten any better. after getting out from ICU and I was in there for 3 days. I was feeling better. I didn't have any symptoms but when it hit the week mark they came back plus some ten fold. so ill and weak I couldn't get out of my bed. I had to send my son away to live with my sister because I could take care of him. I couldn't even wear clothes, I was covered head to toe in one big blister. couldn't sit, stand nothing. ive even went to the hospital in just a sheet and they all looked at me like I was some crazy lady that lost her mind. by the time I got to the hospital the blisters weren't visible but I felt like I was on fire on the inside but very cold to the touch. the day I went to ICU my temp. was only 95.5, very cold to the touch, but felt like I was on fire on the inside. very dehydrated. they couldn't start an IV because they couldn't even get a blood. I was poked 6 times before they came in with warm blankets and a hot pack to warm me up. I was also having an anxiety attack and had sky high blood pressure. when they finally was able to get blood for lab work it came back as I had a poison in my blood, my body wasn't metabolizing aspirin. so they took me up stares and kept an eye on me. gave me shots in my belly for clotting, potassium and just to keep me hydrated. I still cant stay hydrated. but when I went in I had a bruises on my left side that I think resembled the tick bite. but the 2 times before I was admitted I had a rash and from the hips down covered in bruises also. the 7th time being in the ER I went to a different hospital is when they finally did a blood test for a parasite and it did come back positive. 2 days b4 that I was at Cadillac and they wouldn't do a test on me or my 5 yr old son for Lyme disease or a parasite test. we were both sitting there crying in excruciating pain, I couldn't walk, my body was numb, my head felt like it was covered in bumble bees and I could see, my son had to push the nurses button and they come in and told me im not a priority that I need to wait my turn. that was the last time I was at that hospital and I will never go back. but they diagnosed me a psychotic in the manic stage, I was delusional, hallucinating, flight of ideas, all that kind of stuff and gave me a 2 milligram Ativan and tried getting me admitted to a nut house.
some of the symptoms ive been having are current right now as I do this entry......
I have memory loss, brain fog, really bad fatigue, horrible deep deep pain, muscle stiffness( really bad), chronic pain( shoulder, neck, head, back, arms, hips, legs, wrist, hands, ankles, the muscle pain is so bad that any kind of pressure I get this really really deep pain. I cant put anything on my lap, hold anything or just even open a door. I cant even write harldy. its bad enough just to sign my name.) everywhere. burning under the skin, rashes that come and go, only when I have the rash I have what is like metal partials or maybe even stones( hard to explain but there hard) that come out of my skin, and if they touch my skin anywhere after coming out of my skin it will go right back in my skin, hair loss, weight loss, no muscle tone, what looks like lesions and stretch marks all over my body and now there starting on my face, weird circle type of spots all over the skin but there not bruises or anything. sometimes they will b red and itchy, inflammation everywhere, electrical vibrations, magnetic abilities, I can make electronics mess up, touch anything with a battery or electrical current I feel a shock or something go through my hand, arm, and down my right side. most of the pain has and is on my right side of my body. today the left side of my back inflamed and sore, liver area pain, I had my gull bladder removed in December due to gull stones but the pain that made me have it checked out i had stones still hasn't went away. sometimes it will go across my stomach and to my left side. i woke up yesterday and today and my right breast is swollen and so is my arm pit and along with my shoulder to my neck and so forth. i cant get any relief. im miserable. im going down state tomorrow to go to a bigger hospital like U of M or even sparrow to have test done. i even had a cat scan the last time i was at the hospital because of everything that was happening in my body but it felt like i had a magnetic pull going through my head. i know MRIs have magnetics stuff but cat scans done. i have plenty of neurological problems going on too. theres just too much for me to list i would be here for days if i kept going.