Time seems to have a way of muting just how bad I hated being wasted with no real control. Some how and quickly the bad memory's don't stand out anymore and the feelings of the good times prevail.
Next thoughts are 'one more time will be fun, relaxing and since I have a whopping 8 days clean just hitting it for a day and quitting again will be easy'.
I KNOW THIS WILL NEVER WORK.
There is no glass half full , no look on the bright side, no softly softly, catchee monkey, no failure is the mother of success.
Do or do not, there is no try.
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