Apr 06, 2008
Thats scary... I decided to see how far the post history in my profile went back.. it goes all the way to my first post ever when I was scared and didn't know what to do. It was like a journey back through memory lane. Made me remember how great this journey was and how many great people I have been in contact with because of this site. I got to remember how wonderful the people that were here when I got here were... and how much I miss that... It was just different. We did formal nightly check-ins that included everyone.. no one was left out.. there was no "newbies" or "oldies" we all were together as a team to beat this addiction we all suffered from. I have tried to be just like those people.. I hope I have carried their memory through to others here. I have tried no matter how I am feeling to reach out to someone else that might be doing worse off than I am. I hope I have remained true to that.