Apr 30, 2009
Well two days ago I had another doctor after running 6 blood tests tell me they cant find anything that fits my list of symptoms and negative tests. I am so very tired of going to ONE visit per doctor because they dont want to look into my illness anymore.
I need to find a doctor to seriously try to figure out this medical puzzle. I am not asking for miracles. I just want a name of my illness. I want to have some idea what else could go wrong. (Yes, I have learned not to say nothing else can happen. Or what symptom is left because my body will gladly come up with a new one!)
I am tired of having to explain to people that I dont know what illness I have. They look in shock and dismay. Have you gone to the doctors?! I tell me yes, to many doctors. Then I have to explain this and that. I would just like to answer the question with ease....Oh what is wrong with your legs? Then I could just say...I have blank. Yeah wouldnt that be nice after years and years.
So I am going to do my best to get over my shy nature. Do my best to get over my fear of another rejection. I am going to see doctors and go over and over to someone somewhere helps me before I cant do anything anymore! IT just gets worse year after year..and with my abdomen problems now and my problem with memory and words I just need to get a backbone and figure this out!
I dont want to self diagnosis. I want a doctor to work WITH me to solve this mystery. I need a doctor that will run more then one set of tests! I have been undiagnosed WAY to long!