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Hi Big Brother

Sep 04, 2013 - 0 comments
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Big Brother

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Pain

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Hope

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paranoid

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wonder

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Unnecessary

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Hi Big Brother

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lose hope

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dont lose hope



I have this niggling feeling that all I write in this forum will be read. Not only by those who may find a bit of something worthwhile, but Those Who Would Do Me Harm. If that makes me paranoid, so be it. What a perfect venue in which to "set up" us poor, unnecessary, redundant individuals here in the u s of a?? What's so lovely is that should this little ditty and my diatribes to come be admitted as read either in word or deed, that would reveal the truth of my niggling feeling, now wouldn't it? Now, onto my journal entry for the day. I am having so much pain now, it is difficult to write at moments. That classical prodigal piano training of my youth is doing me well at this juncture - my fingers tend to allow the impulses of my poor brain to extend to - and be released from them without thought, and this, is indeed, a blessing. I wonder. I wonder if any more wonders await me on this plane of mortal existence. I wonder how many folks have considered, then been able to achieve release after just simply having no hope left. Hope is a slippery critter, allowing you to catch it one day - likened to a beatific fish one's captured with one's mere hands after a wriggling, slippery, splashing, breath-holding battle. One can hold it for a moment - then the colors of Hope begin to fade, the realization that Hope is Dying setting in swiftly. The only Hope then? Release Hope, and look to another day for capturing it once again. Caveat; must look forward to recapture Hope immediately upon release of Hope, else all is lost, methinks. "The singular thing I shall never lose is All Hope" D. '03 Be well, all

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