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Going back to my ob today...

May 04, 2009 - 0 comments








My bleeding is pretty much like a period except not like my usual..Today I have an appointment for 1:40 to talk about my hcg levels a possible pap and us.I don't know what to expect...I guess I am leaning towards that I had a miscarriage or I am still going through the process of one...It would be a miracle if my baby was okay and that is what I am hoping for.My boyfriend keeps telling me that we don't know and trying to stay optimistic but I think deep down inside he is thinking the same thing I am. It doesn't help that we haven't been getting along pretty much through this whole thing. I know God is capable of some wonderful things but maybe He knows something that we don't ...I'm going to try to leave it in HIs hands....

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