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May 05, 2009 - 1 comments
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It's awesome finally being in the triple digits of having no opiates in my system!  Life still is difficult, there are moments where i crave.  Last weekend I've been having the worst pms and my friend had some muscle relaxers she offered me.  I took one feeling like I was breaking my own rules and my friend who was researching it online told me to wait she was gonna check to see if it was an opiate.  My heart jumped and I thought I should've never took this pill which wasn't prescribed to me...  Luckily it was no opiate, so I have not relapsed but it could be that easy?  I still am finding I need this forum to read and share info.  some days more than others but any moment I don't want to be bored I come on here.  
Also I listen to howard stern most days and finally artie is starting to talk like a true sober opiate addict!  It's nice to hear and this is the first time I believe he's sober, he was on suboxone for a long while and seemed to still be using pills.  Now he claims he wished he never tried an opiate and how there is no good things to come from an opiate addiction.  I only wish my best friend would see the light!  

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by mtdorashane, Jun 10, 2011
Congrats newgril286
          111 days thats so great!!!!!


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