Sep 12, 2013
“A fine line separates the weary recluse from the fearful hermit. Finer still is the line between hermit and bitter misanthrope.” -Dean Koontz, Velocity
I have my doctor's appointment for disability determination tomorrow, and I am terrified. They won't reschedule me, and if I don't go, they might make the decision that I'm not disabled. I was optimistic earlier in the week, but started to panic last night. All of my fears are irrational, but they won't stop:
1) I don't like elevators, so I'm going to have to go up the stairwell. I'm afraid of being trapped in the stairwell.
2) I tall buildings and big streets make me uncomfortable, and the building is located in an office building in the middle of the city.
I'm so scared. :-(