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Day 19

Sep 13, 2013 - 0 comments

Is it day 19, ****, I can't tell anymore.  I want to feel more happy about all of this, it's just hard when it's a party of one for one.  My husband couldn't be more absent.  I realize this has nothing to do with him......this is my journey, my ********.  I am not defined by him, he doesn't dictate how my emotions unfold.  I am in charge of all of that.  Stop thinking about **** that doesn't matter.  Every single thought I have has a direct physiological effect on my being; be it spiritual, physical, mental or ...................BE IN CHARGE of yourself.  I have to remember that I am soooo much stronger clean than drugged.

Sometimes easier said than done..(adjust attitude here)

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