Sep 17, 2013
1 -- Some Thoughts
Had horrible sleep last night if you can even call it that. Woke up and felt kinda blah but not so much tired. Went to school and felt very socially inept and like I didn't measure up. Got home and started thinking about things I needed to do that I just didnt feel I had the energy to do. I have been struggling with showering lately because I just can't muster up the energy to do it. Also, I don't usually care until today. I just found so much stuff about myself that I need to take care of that I just don't have the energy for and I struggle with this my whole life. The day started looking up when I got to hang with Trevor and I didn't find it necessary to take a Klonopin before work. However, my mood greatly fluctuates throughout the day. To further my recovery I ordered a book on my disorder I plan to read and I talked about all these things with people.