Sep 25, 2013
I dont unpack for a reason i found a card from dad...I cant believe I treated him so badly...I cant believe I made him believe that i hated him!! When i just loved him with all my being the tears flow and I cant stop them I cant breathe HOW COULD I MAKE HIM FEEL THIS BAD!! I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON!!! Now hes not here I cant take it back...I hate me...I cant breathe
Although you dont see it This card expresses how i feel from my heart, I'm sorry that I have trouble expressing things like this to you. I'm also sorry that You feel I have destroyed your life. It kills me inside to think this is so. I hope and pray that with these feelings you have, you might one day become strong enough to rise above all of this and become a stronger person. You have so many fantastic qualities that most people lack. No matter what you say or feeI just want you to know that i love you with all my being and the only reason I "bug you" is because I care. No matter how much you push me away I will always try to protect you.
I love you,
My dad was my hero i took for granted i hope hes proud