May 12, 2009
I really need to vent
My partner is going out every wed night with his old boss
they go out and drink and he waists so much on him and his friend usually paying for most of his stuff
he tells me that its one of the only things that he is happy with at the moment
he doesnt come home! he stays out ALL night and then will go back to his friends house and go to work the next day since its closer then our house
i cant sleep when he isnt home, i get upset and grumpy and he knows i hate him doing it! i dont no if im being a controll freak but i only have a few more wks till i have the baby
we have been fighting so much and he says baisicly he has never been this unhappy n stuff
its just pissing me off i swear i cant put up with it right now it stresses me out too much!
he is happy to go and throw away all this money every wk right before we have a baby and he doesnt care about my feeling towards it at all
oh and one other thing i just spoke to him on the phone he goes oh im going to try to come home an hour early today im like why he goes so i can spend time with u before i go out he is only doing it because i have gone MENTAL about him going out with this guy drinking every wk he ***** up when he gets home from these nights out too i hate it its so fake!