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Testicular pain and exams - I just want it all to end

May 14, 2009 - 0 comments
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My pain has not gone away.

So far I have gone to see my regular doctor twice, I went to get an ultrasound, I have gotten a comment here on MedHelp, and I have asked a doctor through a Norwegian medical site, and except for the person here on MedHelp, they all say the same thing: "Don't worry, there is nothing wrong with you."

But there has to be! If there isn't, I don't know what to do!

I'm moving back to my hometown in June, and then I've decided to go see a final doctor, to get a final opinion. I'm pretty tired of my current doctor, which looks at me like I'm making a big deal out of nothing. My only worry is that, if they do find something wrong with me, maybe there won't be enough time to fix it before I start my studies abroad this fall.

I just want it all to end.

In addition to having these things in the back of my mind, I have to try and focus on my studies, as I have an important exam next week, and should also be writing on a report for another class.

I just want it all to end.

(Just realized saying "I just want it all to end" three times kind of seems a bit suicidal, but it hasn't come to that yet.)

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