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May 15, 2009 - 4 comments

So today was a big day!!  ever since we found out the sex of our little one (several weeks ago) all my friends keep asking if we have bought anything - baby clothes etc.. they all ran out and bought things the day they found out.. i have had several friends want  me to meet them at the baby store and go shopping, but honestly i'm still terrified.. and this all still doesn't seem real!   I'm so scared our miracle will be taken away from us like all the other pregnancies that I have not been able to bring myself to go into a baby store.. until today.. there was a huge sale i saw a week ago.. and i debated in my mind.. my husband said i should go get a few things, but i just am so scared, and think.. what if we loose this baby and then i have to look at baby clothes that will hurt even more!   But today i did it.. i went to the store, bought a few things and just about broke down in tears at the register!!   Tears of joy, nervousness, scared tears and disbelief!! who knew it would be such an overwhelming moment!! Now that i'm home with the few cute things I got I'm feeling better, more confident, that this is really real.. and maybe... hopefully we really will be holding our long awaited little one come this October!!! Gosh i still tear up!! phewww!!

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by Kash12, May 16, 2009
Thats a big step towards a positive thot. I am so proud of u... trust in God and all will go well. Ur lil one will be in ur arms soon happy and kicking. The confidence will grow here on... just take good care of urself.

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by Houston79, May 19, 2009
Aww. That was really emotional to read.  I know you've been through many losses but it seems like you and your husband will be blessed with a baby girl soon!  I'm so happy you are pregnant! Your story gives me hope.=)  I understand it all has to seem unreal, but pinch yourself-because you are PREGNANT!  ***HUGS***

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by bny807, May 19, 2009
aw yall are both too sweet! thank yall so much!! yea i was a mess for sure!! haha.. houston- deifntely keep hope, if it can happen for us, it can happen for anyone!! praying for ya!

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by Jess800, May 25, 2009
I am so happy for you!!!!  Enjoy every moment!!!!!

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