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AF, I hate you!

Oct 13, 2013 - 7 comments

I have no idea why you want to taunt me.  You've messed with my emotions time after time.  You give me hope only to let me down.  You've been doing nothing but spotting for 3 days now.  Either show or don't and stop playing with my feelings!!  

My normal cycle is 31 days..and here it is day 35 and a little spotting still.  It goes from browinish to redish. I'm not testing unless I continue to do this for several more days.  I've been let down more times than I can count and I'm tired from it.  I just wished if she was coming, she'd stop playing around and being so cruel.  :(  

This IS never ending. :(
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by KTowne, Oct 13, 2013
:( darn AF!!

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by Des_a_rae, Oct 13, 2013
I know, she's just evil!!   Maybe it's because I've been stressed here lately.  I've been SUPER stressed before but that made me 2 weeks late, BUT I never spotted.    I don't know, it's just annoying.  I'd hope she'd stay away, but I don't know if that would work.  I just want to get it over with. UGH!

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by krichar, Oct 13, 2013
I don't remember you posting the new SA results... Or you haven't gone yet? You never know i suppose but I'm also pessimist when it comes to TTC, lol!!

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by Risa615, Oct 13, 2013
Spotting, could mean you need more progesterone  and estrogen to help implant.  It worked for my friend Twinkle2.  

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by Ellen038, Oct 13, 2013
FX for a pleasant surprise to the end of this cycle. Sending truck loads of baby dust to you my dear.  

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by laureninlove, Oct 14, 2013
Felt your pain I had three days then stopped for almost two makes no sense, wish I could offer a reason to you but AF came 5 days late in the end. Our bodies are apparently completely normal to do this sometimes. Doesn't help tho! :) {hugs}

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by Des_a_rae, Oct 14, 2013
Krichar, I am also. I see the bad in everything and not just TTC lol.  Which is why I know this witch is playing with my emotions.   No I haven't posted them yet, he hasn't's always something around here.  Brian was on call all week, then Boogie got sick. Always something and always stress.  

Thanks Risa.  When I was seeing the RE he put me on progesterone after I ovulated.  Said mine came in at a 9 and he likes it over 15?  Anyways, I wasn't spotting at the time so I have no idea?

Thanks Ellen..I wished!  But deep in my heart I know better.  :) Hugs back!!

Ugh Lauren, it's awful!   I agree that they do this sometimes, but it's been awhile for mine to act crazy.  When I was on a diet(last year) I had 2 a month for 3 months, when I was stressed, it would be 2 weeks late.  It's probably just the stress.   You're right, it makes no sense at all.  Sending hugs back. :)

Thank yall so much!

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