Apr 18, 2008
I've been feeling horribly sick all day. I had such a bad headache, I couldn't concentrate. I can't run because I hurt my knee yesterday. I almost threw up. I had to sit out at P.E.
I almost had a break down in science. All of a sudden, I wanted to cry. Every single bit of stress and sadness that I'd kept bottled up for so long hit me with such force, I though that I'd cry out, then start sobbing hysterically, but I was afraid that if I even let one tear fall, I wouldn't be able to stop. Crying makes me feel weak and helpless. I hate feeling like that, so I try not to cry, no matter how sad I am.
And about that headache.. It was horrible. I coudln't concentrate on anything. If I closed my eyes for more than a few seconds, I felt dizzy and it felt like the whole room was shaking wildly. I felt like I was about to throw up.
I had a math test today. It should have been easy, but it wasn't. The numbers kept getting blurry and every now and then I felt terrible jolts of pain.
In Homeroom, I got so mad at someone, I was shaking. It was so hard to resist walking over to them and strangling them right then and there.
I couldn't even read! The letters shifted and I started to feel dizzy.
I fell asleep in Language Arts.. Ugh..