Oct 28, 2013
I just feel as though i am going to loose my mind. My spouse and i have been putting in every effort we can in this ttc thing and we r just getting nowhere. i am so sick of this. i just feel like riping my hair out right now. i just wish i could get this baby much easier. My DF says its ok if i cant produce a child but its not all ok for me. i really really want a baby but as the days goes by its like i really really wont be getting ANY. I HAVE been spotting like crazy for the last three months and i have even started getting longer periods. i cant even get to BD much with my DF because this flipping period and spotting wont stop. i am just so mad right now its unbelievable. i want this period to go back to normal 3-4days and this baby to come soon. and what hurts me most too is that its so flipping expensive here in Ja for the medical attention to continue ttc.rrrrrgggg!!!!