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SO TIRED OF THIS.

Oct 28, 2013 - 6 comments

I just feel as  though i am going to loose my mind. My spouse and i have been putting in every effort we can in this ttc thing and we r just getting nowhere. i am so sick of this. i just feel like riping my hair out right now. i just wish i could get this baby much easier. My DF says its ok if i cant produce a child but its not all ok for me. i really really want a baby but as the days goes by its like i really really wont be getting ANY. I HAVE been spotting like crazy for the last three months and i have even started getting longer periods. i cant even get to BD much with my DF because this flipping period and spotting wont stop. i am just so mad right now its unbelievable. i want this period to go back to normal 3-4days and this baby to come soon. and what hurts me most too is that its so flipping expensive here in Ja for the medical attention to continue ttc.rrrrrgggg!!!!

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by KTowne, Oct 28, 2013
I'm sorry hun :( I know how frustrating TTC can be! It makes you feel so helpless, I'm praying you and your DF get a BFP soon!

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by retta483, Oct 28, 2013
try the suppliment vitex it helps support progestrone naturally and it takes a few months but it got me my bfp i was irregular with af as well due to pcos and had a few failed medicated cycles . wont hurt to try keep the faith ttc is difficult thing to do will keep you in prayer for a bfp !!

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by Dkalcey, Oct 28, 2013
thanks alot ladies. your prayers are very much appreciated and i will try vitex retta. the only sad thing about that is that my DF will be leaving to go in the States soon. however i will take while he is gone and hope for the best when he gets back. i just feel beaten down by all the failure at times.however thanks again ladies.

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by KeeLolo, Oct 28, 2013
I too understand 10 yrs is a long time TTC but it finally happened for us. We had several failed medicated cycles. I was on Clomid my Ob upped me to 100mg. First cycle on that we got pregnant, we were devastated!!!!!! Tried again another 100mg thank God we are pregnant again. So believe me when I say I understand your frustration..... Another thing is although we were trying I didn't let it dictate my every more. I just took the meds as a part of my reg routine and kept it moving. I don't know what and why it took us so long to get here but it was well worth the wait. Don't give up Hun but don't let it consume you either. Also I took Evening primrose oil, Omega3, B6, B12, along with my prenatal vitamin. Who knows maybe my body was missing something vital. We went on vacation, I RELAXED and my body and God showed off. I'm here a definitely praying for your. Strength, faith and continued patience. It pays off..... Hugs :-)

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by Dkalcey, Oct 28, 2013
Aaaw! Keelolo I almost cry while reading ur comment. Thanks a lot. U ladies r just so sweet. God bless u all.

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by KeeLolo, Oct 28, 2013
U are so welcome, I'm so glad I met the ladies on this site and even thankful to God for what I've gone through so that I can be a  true help to others. And let them know my journey and how you just have to have faith even when it looks like things aren't changing. God has our back and hears our prayers and wipes our tears away. Many hugs to you and remember there's someone praying for you.

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