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the big day

May 27, 2009 - 1 comments

tomorrow is the big day, i am attempting for the first time to quit snorting oxy's. i just hope and pray that i can get through the dope sickness, it scares the hell out of me. especially knowing that i can fix the problem by driving right around the corner. i can't go to detox i have kids, young babies that need me.

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by melissanc, Jun 03, 2009
I have been through the same thing.  There is hel for you and you dont have to be away from you kids. My husband and I were addicted to oxys. Things were getting real bad and we tried to get off of them so many times. It seemed like we would never quit I just could'nt think of my life without them. I met a girl at work that use to have the same problem. She told me she got help and had been clean for 1 year. I was ready to try anything. I never new what a methadone clinic was,but my huband and I started going everyday. I could'nt belelive that it took all the withdrawl away and made me feel like a normal person. You dont get high from it just makes me feel like a normal person. A lot of people look down on it and say its just another drug, but it has changed our lives. I could of never done it without it. It was the best think we could of ever done. I dont care what people say about methadone. I know what it has done for us.   If you have any questions let me know. mellissa

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