Tomarrow Steve comes back to school- but has the rest of the year in IAC so I only see him before and after school =[ Only slightly less lonely than I've been, I guess. It's really tearing at me. My ceramic whistle works, I've very pleased. Here's to hoping my ceramic whistle bong works just as well, eh? I ate most of my dinner tonight, half a cannoli, and a lot of two bags of popcorn. I feel positively sick. This is wonderful. My parents and grandparents and I went to the North End. Jon went to his girlfriend's house- Sam York. Yucky. I hope this really is the time I get skinny. Lowest weight being 105, highest being 132. Remind me to show you- I made a list of I believe all the meds I've been on due to my bipolar diagnoses so far. In order.