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Im back and over 200 days clean  yeah!!!!!

Jun 10, 2009 - 7 comments

   I have been gone from the forum for quite sometime now, I have missed it a lot, grant it I don’t have a lot of time with three kids and hubby and sick dad but this place saved my life and even if it’s a few times a week to come on and help alittle I like that. I will admit I would come on when I would have a rare day of craving to read posts and come down abit. I see some of my old friends are still here and a lot have left. A lot of newbies too, I want to say welcome to all of u and so proud u have taken the steps to become clean there is nothing like it even if it doesn’t seem like it now, boy getting clean is a great way to live.

   I feel like I should explain why I disappeared like I did a lot of ppl have questions im not getting into it much don’t want the drama or name names. There was some **** that came down on here between someone I trusted we straightened it all out well itleast I thought we did but I didn’t trust on here anymore and let them run me off, Ive been gone for wow 4 or 5 mos or longer come to find out rumors are still flying high. So decided not to sit and hide from the lies I need this place so I am back and to any of u that have heard the stupid insane rumors of me and someone else here don’t believe a damn word of it. U are more then welcome to PM me if u have any questions. I can explain my side is all not the other parties involved but would prefer to stick to what we do here and that is get clean and help those who want to get clean. It’s a family here so hopefully some will remember that and try not to cause harm that’s not what we are here for. Old saying, you don’t have something nice to say, don’t ****** say anything!  Its great to be back!  

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by gizzy32, Jun 10, 2009
I am happy to see you back bobby. Congrats on all that clean time, i remember your last relapse and you scared the hell out of me. I am so proud of you now. I have got to talk to your family and you have been there for me anytime i needed you, even when you were struggling with your own stuff, you always had time to listen and still do everyday, lol. You also helped me out with lil miss NM and for that I am grateful, I think? Lmao.

You know i believe in aftercare to help us stay clean and hold us accountable, so stick around now and help others like you used too. You are not that far away from a year clean and I can finally see that your IQ has gone up a notch, not bad for a blonde, haha. Ty for everything you have done for me and welcome back.

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by boldsojah4christ, Jun 10, 2009
Congrats on being 200+ clean!! That's awesome! Ur right don't leave becouse of someones elses ignorance & stupidity! My sloagan is u started it & I will finish it! God bless Shannon:

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by teko, Jun 16, 2009
Well, I dont know the rumours, dont want to either, but do want to take this opportunity to welcome you. I just glad yer here!

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by 10356, Jun 16, 2009
Welcome back Bobby.. and Congratulations on being over 200 days clean ! I was very happy you decided to take your power back and reach out for the support you need and the support you offer.. Be kind to yourself.. lesa

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by dominosarah, Jun 16, 2009
I am so glad to see you back too.  This is about your recovery and if others dont like it or threatened by it so be it.  Stand up and be proud of who you are and what you have accomplished!!!!!!!!         sara

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by jimi1822, Jun 16, 2009
Congratulations!!!! 200 days clean "Your AweSome"

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by corey411, Jun 16, 2009
Welcome back Bobby and congratulations on 200 days. That is so awesome. I don't know what the problems were when you left and I sure don't want to as it is so not any of my business. Please don't allow anyone to run you off of the forum. The drama will always be here and there will always be people not getting along. Our main objective here has to be RECOVERY. And although we have some fun and really get to know each other this has to always remain our primary objective.
Sometimes when the drama gets to me or I start feeling like I'm getting pulled into drama I just do what you did and sit back and read posts and PM to friends that support me.....but I don't stay away for months and don't do that no more:o)
Feel free to send a PM anytime you need to talk......That is if my profile page ever gets fixed....can't get notes or messages right now. Glad you are back.

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