Feb 03, 2011 -
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It slides through my body, like a welcome friend
But when it leaves, I'll only be hurt and alone again
I'm terrified, it will leave
Gentle and dangerous, like the sea
I don't even know how to get through
Anxiety breaks my heart, out of the blue
When it strikes, there's nothing I can do
For starting, I was a complete fool
I suffer and cry
I hurt and lie
I can't do this anymore
It controls me to my core
It's the hardest thing I've ever done
Harder than losing my mom
Harder than broken hearts and dreams
Harder because I'm falling apart at the seams
Surrounded, but all alone
Even with friends, at home
I am isolated in my pain
Please, don't let my suffering be in vain
I have to stop this, or end my life
I have to quit, can't make it through this strife
I'm bleeding in my heart
My soul is lost in the dark
I need to be strong
Or else, it has won