Feb 02, 2011 -
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Hello sunshine
Wake up in the morning
Your heart is with mine
I never got any warning
I feel the tickling sensation
Fingers touching my skin
Eyes open wide
Laughing as I hide
"Baby, you know I love you."
"I know, mommy. I love you too."
"Things will get better some day."
"That's what you always say."
"I hate you when you're like this!"
Ignorance is bliss
"Is there anything else you would like to say?"
"Let's get this motion into play."
Doesn't she care she won't see me for awhile?
"Here, just sign this file."
You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are gray.
You'll never know dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
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This poem is about my mom, about how I got a restraining order against her and then she died, how I loved her dearly but I hated her addictions.
The last time I saw her was when she was brain dead on a gurney, kept alive only by machines.
You Are My Sunshine was the song she would sing to me.
'The other night, dear
When I was sleeping
I dreamt I held you in my arms
When I awoke, dear
I was mistaken
So I hung my head and cried.'