Lately I find more comfort being alone. I am an adult with ADHD. But it seems like the only time I am comfortable is alone. Aroung others I have to suppress crying spells, or give a reason "why" I am crying. Duh, if I could explain that sudden hopelessness and depression I would be better off. I just feel "crazy". Like now, I am struggling to stop "staring off into space, at the same time others thoughts of everything else" is in my head. Its scary, and don't think I will ever tell anyone. I will NEVER hurt myself, but I often woner, Where exactly do I belong? I dont match anything or anyone. Waiting my turn and overtalking always. Always the apologetic one to hold things together cuz if anyone makes me upset...then they are afraid or I am wrong for saying what is REALLY on my mind. I love going to work...hate when I get off. Then it starts all over again.