In the last three weeks I have been to the er twice, and I have been to a NP, and only because I am not literally dying although I feel like it I can get no relief, I have developed spasticity and very painful legs, for the last week I have had low=grade fever which I call fever because I never get a high fever not with flu never, it has gotten up to 101 I have nausea and vomiting I haven't eaten since Wed about noon, I have had a headache all week, chills and sweats went to er wed eve but left at five am so cold in there and in so much pain and they said I still had hours to wait, couldn't do it, I have very foul smelling urine over one year now, and this morning pee came out very slow, funny because I have been pushing the water, waiting for referral to spine clinic, my next appt with my primary care giver isn't until Nov. I think I will die before that