Well, I had a checkup with a doctor a couple months ago, to help out with insomnia and she came to the conclusion that I might be bi-polar. Gave me 30 tabs of trazadone and gave me a number to a specialist at the university. So i Tried to make an appointment and was told that i had to get a reference my original physician. So I made one with her
and pretty much got burned out on it all, yea i know im an eff up but ya. So a month ago I decided to try it again. Today was my appointment but first i had to give my dad a ride to his back doctor, I think i had plenty of sleep that night, but before we could even make it to his doctor he told me to pull over, thought i was on something and demanded that he drive. When we get home he starts telling me that my eyes are all low and that i've been acting funny since i got up. That didnt really bother me until this started happening, right b4 my appointment I started hallucinating like seeing things swirl on the floor and light flashing things hopping in the corner of my eye. Then when we get to the doctor (my dad drove again) they had to cancel and now im stuck scared ******** for the next month.
Im really frightened about what i might be turning into or just realizing what i really was idk....