Thank u...ppl keep telling me to yoga so i think ill try that!
You say you are religious, do you have a bible you can read? Read James 1: 13. That will answer your above question as to " is this anxiety or God?".
Is this anxiety or God???
Yes, you need help...these fear reactions can be treated very effectively...be sure and see a psychiatrist who can treat you with both talk therapy and medication...do not hesitate.
P.S. EVERYTIME I HEAR THE PHONE RING IM PARANOID THAT ITS SOMEONE SAY A FAMILY MEMBER DIED AND RIGHT NOW I CAN NOT TAKE ANY TRUAMATIC SITUATIONS LIKE THAT!!!!!