hi my name is kenny. I looked at the topics but i could choose so many different ones....ooo were do i start???? well, i just need some advise on things....before i get started all the things i say i have had for a long time but was able to...manage....these until hear lately so now i fill lost and scared..i think. i have been having problems with being stressed out all the time, my brain fills like...ok say you was in a room with a million tv's all playing different channels, this is the way i think, like a million thoughts being thought all at the same time, and cant stop to think about just one, so if my writing gets sorta confusing this is why. i also have lost filling, ya i fill but i dont...take my job for example..i want to get what i know i need to do done but at the same time dont care if i get it done or not....um, i can get so depressed that i just want to sit and cry, but i want...i am love to have things organized but can keep it this way...one minute i can have more energy than anything in the world, then sometimes i have to get so much caffine in me just to get up and do anything...i..i cant get anything right...i dont know...um...ya