i am 29.i take lithium,tegretol, and trazodone.i live at home hecause i can't work b/c of SEVERE depression. no medications help me-- in fact i cannot take many of the ones i used to b/c of side effects now-- esp. anti-psychotics. i have been diagnosed w/ bi-polar 2 and possibly borderline personality disorder and perhaps schizoaffective disorder. :P well, i have been a recovered bulimic for 7 months. i was bulimic for 13 years-- vomiting. since then, my health has fallen apart. my hip hurts (tests normal), then i thought my gall bladder/liver was messed up b/c of pain (tests normal), low grade temp. all the time (99.3- 99.8-- TESTS NORMAL), but i still hurt-- all the time... the pain jumps from place to place. this morning i woke up w/ my left collar bone hurting and left hand-- my MEMORY IS SHOT. i am a college graduate and cannot read books anymore b/c they just don't make sense to me. Ok-- MY QUESTION-- my docs say there is nothing physically wrong w/ me-- but i HURT. Could this be a result of the bulimia going away??? If so, who do i see? the only specialist i have not seen is a neurologist-- should i go there? i have had the term "fibromyalgia" tossed my way, but my MD wouldn't write it in my chart-- LONG EXPLANATION. i am very depressed. i have a psychiatrist--- but WHO CAN HELP ME??? my gp said it might be somatization disorder or conversion disorder!! ARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! HELP! i KNOW BULIMIA CAN MESS YOU UP. HAVE YOU SEEN THIS IN RECOVERED BUILMICS???