I'm 45. Have a successful career (stressful job,tho), happy with marriage,home, although plenty of stressers with those too. past 9 months or so, have been mildy depressed, and mildly anxious (have always been what I consider anxious,over-worrier), but not to the point where I felt I needed to seek help. By mildy depressed, I just feel 'nothing' most of the time. I Don't get excited about doing anything, even things I enjoy, and dread any social interaction, outside of people at home. I also think/worry about dying a lot. Also in the past year or so, I've had two attacks, where I felt dizzy, nausea, etc. Both were work related, and I snapped out of them in a couple of hours.
Now to switch gears a bit.
I had arthroscopic surgery(rot. cuff) Tuesday before last (10 days ago). I felt ok, had some trouble sleeping for first 4-5 nights, was eating good, no fever, no noticebale probs with surg site. This pas t Tuesday, three days ago, FULL week after surgery, I got out of bed at 5:30am (to go back to work-first day since surgery), and had Nausea, dry-heaves, and here is the part i really don't get, but a SEVERE, 100 times worse than any previous problems, ANXIETY attack. To the point of tears, not knowing what to do, not being able to identify source...a huge foreboding.....
not much appetitite, and way more sleep than usually, since then 12 hours versus normal 6.5 to 7.
yesterday held down some water and toast. today managed to have
coffee, and some cookies. I am tired constantly since Tuesday morning.
I have not been back to work yet, but have worked from home a few hours each day.
Today about 2.5 days after the big ANXIETY attack, I have mild anxiety remaining, that gets worse, and upsets my stomach if I start thinking about specific issues, or worrying that I'm going to have another BIG anxiety attack.
I took 6-7 Percocets/day (1 or 2, 4 times a day were instructions)
I took 1 Oxycotin at night for 1st seven days. Instructions were every twelve hours, but felt I was doing fine with pain during the day.
I have not taking ANYTHING, since Monday night, afraid that it will make my stomach worse.
My main concern here was/is the Anxiety. Do I mention this to the Surgeon in post-op visits?
Is is liklely to happen this bad again? Should I pursue it with
a mental health prof., or my primary care Doctor?
Any other advise, or help? thanks