Okay so 3 days i posted in here about whats happened in my life recently. Okay so i may not have managed to tell my parents I'm pregnant yet, and we now have a funeral date for my Bradford, but i have managed to tell Kyles (Bradfords best friend and now he's mine) he was shocked at first but he's now behind me 100%, this baby is all we have left of Bradford so we're now in this together, he's gonna look after me just like Bradford would have. Kyles set up theraphy lessons for me so hopefully my depression and eating disorder wont take over completely. Kyle thinks it would be best to tel my parents and Kierons on friday (kierons funeral) cause even though its a sad day, some good news will folow at the end. Hopefully they'll take it well, so wish me luck! I want to thank the people that commented on my last post with their kind words and good advice, it means a lot. So for now its baby steps yeah? A little further each day (: