THNK YOU !! i don't know what to do or think anymore i'm 48 and i have been in sooo much c-pain for yours and drpressed all my life i have been on all the old pills and the new one and nothing works and with my husband of 14yrs says i;m a rude and mean and allful person. i don't think i'm like that but i don't know? i told him if he didn't love me to leave but he said he was not going to go its his place but we bout it together i have no money and no one to help me so i told him to go till io could go but he said he is not going anywhere and i have no family or friends here and no one to help me i think it help to talk about i guess but years ago befor i met him i was married and i had a beack down and lost my husband and my kids so i tryed to kill myself and was in a coma for weeks i wish i would done it right but i didn't so i have to dill with it. but it had the bad thing is i still love him but so mad at him for not helping me and marrying some one that was so mean to my boys and he did nothing to stop it and my boys are 22 and 25 and they hate her.. my youngset is in the army and basted in hawii and the oldset is about 4 hours away but i didn't tell them what is going on and i don't want to becaues they can't help.. sooooo sad......
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Hello, I am so sorry your life is not good at the moment, and that you have had to deal with depression all your life.
Everyone on this site, has depression, so we do understand how you feel. You can "talk" to us anytime. We are here to listen, and help each other all we can.
You are dealing with so much, an unhappy marriage, depression, and other health problems. I walked out of unhappy marriage, most of it was good, but after 24 years, felt we had nothing in common any more. That was a hard time. I left home with very littloe, no job, no house etc.
I have had depression for over 20 years, but find if I keep taking my anti-depressants, I can cope. I do have supportive children, and love them and my grandchildren so much.
I do hope you can work out your problems.
Keep posting here. Take care.