Couldnt Breathe Ever, Alcoholic

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ive never been able to breathe my whole life, cant do physical things. if i sleep on my back i cant breathe in the morning

ive drank heavily for 20 years, havent worked in 20 years, im weak, sore all the time, my neck and throat

i smoke, smoke tobacco out of a pipe too cant afford cigarettes all the time. cant afford food, the tobacco has been really bad on my throat for 10 years, dry, no taste, alot of food tastes bad

alot of the times all day it always feels like theres spit or something in the back of my throat, sometimes, alot, i cant get it or there is nothing. i cant breathe as well i just heave and get headrushes, which isnt fun at all. ive lived in bed for 20 years i spit all day long anyway

im not here for the obvious, well quit, it aint gonna help me

i dont drive, dont go to doctors. is there something that can soothe my throat and make it better