My Ed hell and why I want to end my life.

[Mr_Floppyuk1]

I’m 38 Male, slim recently stopped smoking.... no kids, no relationship for 20 years always had ED issues...
I’ve had relationship issues and ED sex issues since forever, I’m so insecure, negative, worry, anxiety, have tinnitus & depression,  heart palpitations etc,  I’ve been smoking cannabis now for the last 10 years as an escape from these issues, but have been stopped for 2 weeks now.    Also been taking Paxil for 10 years, again this was to fight depression of my ED and other issues

I’ve since met this girl (2 weeks ago) who I’ve always liked.
I’ve only been on two dates but slept with her on the second (well tried to –it was a disaster, over in 20 seconds as rushed with my semi-limp erection!)  I feel so inadequate, useless, inexperienced I’m absolutely sure I’m going to lose this girl.   If I do it will destroy me.    I think I’ve already messed things up with this girl saying too much like how much I’ve liked her etc...   Already convinced myself that she’s eventually going to run a mile, to be honest I’ve think it’s too late, sure at some point she’ll say something like let’s just be friends or something like that.... I know I’m going to mess things up with her and lose her, and if I lose this girl who I’ve always adored it will rip my heart out...  

It seems every time I try and have sex its always under the influence of Viagra or Cailis and I’m always constantly checking if I’m hard enough, or hard at the right times - or thinking about it.   I’m always checking for morning erections which seem none existent, apart from rare times.   I’m constantly worrying about my erection, even when I masturbate I’m always checking how hard I am...  

I’m currently injecting testosterone into my muscle; I’ve learnt how to do this myself, and injecting once a week.   Been doing this for 6 weeks now, and although I’ve toned up and started producing more body hair, it still hasn’t helped with my erections.

Currently cut out sugar, salt and eating super healthy, to look at me you’d think there was nothing wrong at all.
I can’t bare it anymore; sometimes think it would be easier dead.

[candyman54321]

There really is no treatment for this, other than the standard treatments that he's probably already tried. The herbal crap doesn't work. If you know of a treatment, then let us know what it is.

[Garfas]

You must go to a doctor and make some treatment. I believe after t hat you will be better. But you have to make some treatment.

[Dalubaba]

The original complain is 9 months old. The person was disparate. He has not returned to read replies. Any advice is futile. This type of person requires personal advice on many aspect of his life.

[Plaguella]

One problem  is the Paxil. Total erection killer. Have your doctor take you off of that medication and see what happens. Do not quit taking the Paxil cold turkey.

[Czezcky]

ED can be cured with a combination of cialis and the following supplements: Hawthorn, L-Arginine, Yohimbe. Go easy tho, this mixture will make you walk around with a hard on when you least want one. First time I did it I was at a clothing store picking out clothes from the rack and......guess what. I had to sit down for half an hour until it subsided. It takes about an hour to kick in. Good luck!!

[Vickyford]

You need to chill out stop worrying bec more u worrie and think to much it puts pressure on your mind which will stop your hard on