A MUST READ!!!!! ITS UNBELIVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!

[alma0988]

I had my first IVF in Nov. 2011 this was a real journey for us. 10 dpt I did an HPT and it was BFP, we were so happy we couldnt belive that it was going so good. At 14dpt went for my beta and was 166. I went for my second beta and it was 80, how devastating my Dr. told me I was going to miscarrry. My numbers then went down to 40 and later went up to 80 then down to 40 then up to 170. we were going absolutly crazy, nothing showed up on the ultrasound in uterus or in my tubes. Well I finally started bleed and thought AF had came again another beta this was at 18. I thought I had miscarried but I was wrong, Christmas day around 3:00 pm I had very bad pains in my right ovary and my husband said that he thought it was ectopic and rushed me to the hospital. Guess what?. Ectopic in my right tube. I was bleeding pretty bad and my right tube was removed that very same day..

I still had 3 embies frozen and we we back March 9 2011 to have them transfered. We transfered 2 and this time my beta was BFN. Again we cried. We thought we had no more options because we dont have the money to do another cycle and how long would it take to save up the money again.. My doctor told us not to worry and said you are going to become pregnant, I thought he was just trying to make me feel better. He told us to call him the first day of my period. Well I called him this past Thursday and he told us to come in to his clinic Saturday morning.

When we arrived at the clinic all of the nurses and staff were very nice tu us. One of the nurses took us to the ultrasound room for the Doctor to have a look at my ovarys and we didnt understand why. My husband said to me how are we going to pay for this visit?.. The doctor did the ultrasound and told us to follow him to his office. We sat down in his office and he was telling us that he was going to start me on Gonal f today to begin our new cycle. My husband told the doctor that we cant do it because we dont have money to pay him. THIS IS WHEN WERE WERE ABSOLUTLY FLOORED!!!!!!!!!! HE ASKED IF WE BELIVED IN GOD AND WE SAID OF COURSE WE DO. HE TOLD US THAT THIS TIME WE ARE NOT GOING TO PAY A DIME. HE SAID THAT HE COULD SEE THE LOVE BETWEEN MY HUSBAND AND I AND WE ARE GOING TO MAKE EXCELENT PARENTS. HE TOLD US THAT HE IS GOING TO DO AS MANY IVF AS NEEDED FOR US TO HAVE OUR CHILD..

I cannot belive that this is real.. We now have the Gonal f and yesterday was my fist injection. This doctor is our angel and his clinic is very nice.. God is giving us a chance through this doctor to have our baby....

[gulli28212]

Loved your story ! and happy for you! May God Showers all blessings on you and your babies!
All the best!

[Lilamy]

You r a doll and your husband is amazing. Thank you so much for the warming welcome. I feel at peace. I look fwd to your post later today.

Day 3 et of 2 grade A and B. It is now 17 hrs post transfer. I'm on rest for 24hrs.

[alma0988]

Oh I hope so..... I am scared to test today.... This is one of those big steps and it is scary to take.... I would love twins but I will be happy with what God gives me.
I am getting ready to go for my beta the drive is about 1.5 hrs from here and today is going to seem longer. hahahaha...
Thank you for following me in my journey your help has been great. I will post this afternoon when I get home......

In spanish " Tengo miedo" In english "Im scared"

chow for now:)

[mhv]

Ok alma, You know it's sounding like multiples right???  273 is a strong first number!!!   I am def thinking twins maybe more????????????????   I cannot wait to see your post today!  I will be looking for it for sure!  : )

I am sending you tons and tons of ooey gooey super sticky baby dust!!!!!!  And a great Big Hug!!!!

[alma0988]

Welcome and congradulations on your transfer. I think all of us who are touched with fertility problems have much in common. One thing for shure is during the Ivf proscess we have alot in common. Those injections in the stomach, ultrasounds, embryo retrival and most of all those feelings of inability to have a child like other people. Well guess what for these reasons here in this forum we are like a family:)  I keep thinking the day I have my baby im going to love him more than any mother ever could.

Where I live it is 4am right now and I cant sleep for the thought of my second beta at 10am
today. I pray to God that all goes well today and my numbers have doubled or more. (please baby keep growing mommy and daddy loves you).......

My first round of Ivf was a BFP but turned out ectopic. My right tube was removed Christmas day 2010. My doctor gave us a cup with a red top on it this was my tube with the little one inside, it was the size of my husbands thumb. I can never forget the horror in seeing it. (here in Mexico they return your parts).. The day after Christmas I woke up to see my husband outside alone crying beside the little grave that he made for our baby that two and a half weeks earlier we thought we were going to have. He was praying and had his own private funeral al alone. I will never forget this sight.. There is one thing for shure my husband is going to be a great father. After this day we made a pact that we were not giving up until we have our child. God has a time and plan for all of us......

We must stay positive and we must keep trying. Just keep thinking about your embies growing and implanting and belive its going to work!! How many did you transfer?? and was it a 3 o 5 day transfer??... I know the TWW is hard and if you like I will give you support and answer any questions that you have during this time.. It is also a time very exciting knowing you have real live embies growing inside.. Drink lots of Gatoraide and sit in the recliner watching T.V. hahaha.....

Thank you and keep the faith.....:)

[Lilamy]

I'm new here and reading your story has made me feel so close to u. Today was my 3 day et and resting on the couch as the dr prescribed. I plan to follow this thread to continue hearing your story during my 2ww.

Good luck to you and wishing you many little feet.