BFN-day 11 : (

[nshapland]

Well, it's day 11 and I got a BFN on an hpt.  Will do another hpt tomorrow but don't have much hope. I have cramps like my body is trying to start my period but can't due to the progesterone.
I'm so bummed.  I was actually hopeful this time and now I feel stupid for getting my hopes up.
IVF is next for us. I'm just so tired. A whole year in which this has been the main focus of my life...w/ nothing to show for it.
Thanks for letting me vent.

[nshapland]

Thanks for your comments. I'll go in tomorrow to get a blood test just to be sure. It's hard taking the progesterone b/c it makes you feel like you're pregnant and you can't get your period so your hopes stay up...

[seattleview]

Don't give up yet! It could just be too early.

[ummansoor]

I know what you mean. I've tried 4 times via IVF for 3 years now and I am feeling so anxious and trying to avoid the 5th time by travelling instead and making all sorts of excuses.. but I need to be a risk taker and be on the offensive side rather than the defensive and looking from afar and looking at all these great success stories that resulted from so many years. So I guess, I will try to lean more on cancelling travelling and forcing myself for No. 5.. I hope I too can post a success story here.. So we are all here for you supporting you :o) Wish you the best of luck!