just feeling a little sad =(

[ericsgurl]

hey girls. i was just  feeling really down 2day, and need some incouragement. as u guys probabaly already know, my husband and i have been ttc for 14 months now. one of my friends is prego and i just found out 2day. an it's not that i'm not happy for her or anything, cause i am, and i wish her the best. it's just that it came so easy for her and i wish it could come easy for all of us too. i am so ready to be a mommy. theres some nights that i just lay in bed and i'm so excited about thinking of having a baby one day there beside me, and other nights i am so sad and discouraged that i cry myself to sleep. i know all u guys want a baby 2, that's why we're here, so i know u guys know what i'm talking about. i pray so hard that i can become prego as well as u guys, and i just can't imagine my life without ever having a baby, it's what i've always wanted sense i was a little girl. anyways, thinks for listening to my problems. any encouraging thoughts would b great. bye

[ericsgurl]

thanks, i am so sorry for ur loss. i try to not stress, cause i know that does just delay things, but sometimes it's hard not to stress. i guess by me being 19 though i feel like it should be easier, cause i am so young. i never imagined that i would ever have trouble having a baby, but i guess no one ever does. anyways, thanks a lot, and good luck to u and ur husband.

[raray]

hello iknow how u feel and its hard to want something and just can't get it especially when it comes so easy for others. I have a 4yr old and loves him but my husband and i wants another or maybe even 2more. I had 2miscarriage in the last 8months and its hard so i will also stopped stressing about, i am a medicine major and has seen when stress so much about this especially pregnancy it doesn't happen so easilly you carry this thing in your brain for it  so come down relax, you are 19 and has sometime but really needs to realx and enjoy your husband and appreciate him. so goodluck and SSBD to you