AM I PREGNATE??

[vsentz]

LOL!! oh....sorry....i couldn't resist........;))


Anyway, today I am 13 dpo....took one CVS first thing in the morning....and screwed it up!! floded it and didn't work! lol
Then, i got to the office and used the last one of the badge. BFN after an hour now......

I honestly DO NOT know what the hell to think!!!!??? i mean come on! this is torture or what??!!!

Yesterday's was clearly positive but after one hour, today i get nothing....after an hour......so what the heck am i supposed to do? I wish i could just know NOW if yes or no! just tell me dammit!!! that way i can just stop day dreaming or sh*t my pants! but not floating in la la land all day long!!!!!

Yesterday the lady from RE's office was supposed to let me know the results, but, as we all know, they don't give a rat's @$$, so, needless to say, she didn't call......
I called first thing this morning and left a message....im just waiting for the worse....seriously, i won't expect much....it is not my month...=(

Girls, thank you for being here for me......as always...

Oh, and to top it off....
TODAY, July 3rd....exactly a year ago, I lost my little baby angel. I would have been coming out of the hospital by now with an empty womb...........
=((

[Rosie813]

The doctor called me back today to tell me that sometimes I won't have a period because I won't have enough tissue. But I just have this feelings that thats not it. I know I'm crazy for even being like this but when that test came up negative I was really unhappy. Im not sure. I have been reading about symptoms and people are telling me that its all in my head. But having some of them just doesn't seem like they are. I have felt a difference in the cramping that im having now than the cramping that i usually have when im about to start my period. Its different. Thank you so much for your help!

[Brown Eyed Gurl]

Some times it takes longer for the HCG to show in your system I was almost 8 weeks pregnant one time before I got a + HPT.  So I'd definatly get the blood test.....and if it's neg.  wait a week and if no period still get another.  I had this happen also got neg blood test still no period a week later got another and it was +.  Good luck
Brandi

[miky72]

Bring a check just to be sure.Insurance should cover the test if a doctor prescribed it.
Good luck

[Rosie813]

Ok. I know this might sound weird but do you think Insurence covers it or should i bring a check?

[miky72]

I think you should take a blood test.

[Rosie813]

Ok, so this is my first time posting something. Well im 18 actually and me and my boyfriend had sex about 2 weeks ago and im on birth control and havent missed any pills. Ive been on birth contorl for about a year now and i have NEVER been late im always on time. Well now i am 10 days late. I took 3 pregnacy test and they all came back negative. A few days after we had sex i felt like something was physically different with me and i started thinking about a baby. Ive started having symptoms such as being really tired, back aches, brown/light pink discharge, and being naususe. I dont know if i am pregnate or not? I would never have an abortion or give this baby up if am. If i am pregnate im actually kind of excited. I called the doctor the other day and they told me to take HPT and i told them i had already taken two. They said they would call me back to tell me what else to do but they havent yet. Should i go get a blood one? HELP!!!

[vsentz]

peek- I know girl, thank you for the nice wishes.......I don't know if you've ever felt that big let down feeling, when after all that hard work and things endured, you just feel like giving up. That's what I am feeling right now......but, the game isn't over till it's over.....=), and i know that, even when my favorite 4 words right now are: 'the hell with that'......I will be just as excited next month when I see that positive OPK.....

Oh well, that'll teach me....*shrugs* ;)

shandris---thank you for your kind words sweetie. Don't feel isolated, there's millions of women in our situation, and at least here, we all have a lot of support........
I would not have hair by now if i wouldn't have found this ladies.......=))

Next month,....no more testing before 12 dpo.......(yeah right....)

[kellym]

OH, MAN, I'm soo upset... I really can't believe it. Well, when I got all my BFN's it just made me sooo much more eager the next round. Boy, when I think about it the months flew by ttc. That is about all I could focus on.  Keep good track this month and I will be keeping my eye out for you :)smile

[Holly7]

I felt like that this week to. I am just spotting waiting on AF so we will be about the same time For the TWW wait ... Its so frustrating I know.. But at least there are others out there who feel the same:)
I am so glad I found this site. !!!

Think POSTIVE!!! July will be our month:)!!!!!!!!!

[tina1111]

I'm sorry :(  It's a such a let down. We get our hopes so high, then back to the old drawing board. I hope this is the last let down for you. I'll still be here pulling for you!

[vsentz]

Holly7----- Thank you girl. It really helps a lot to know i am not alone. Not that I don't wish you would be posting a BFP!.....but you know what i mean....=(
YES IT DOES, it stinks. I know next month I will be as excited to BD when i get my +OPK as last month, just for now, i feel like crawling into a cave and not ever come back.

Thank you for the words tho! It lifted my spirits! =)

[vsentz]

Tina and Kelly--- THANK YOU GUYS!!! (((HUGS)))......it just feels less of a 'hole' when you have people surrounding you and caring for you. =)
I know exactly what you mean........and that's what feels probably the worse right now. I should be so happy and thankful I have my mother with good health right now, my father that is such a strong man..., my dh that is so wonderful (and hot as hell...lol) and my fur babies that are as cute as they can ever get...., and a very full of love home, might not be the biggest and the prettiest....but filled with LOVE.
TTC'ing sometimes makes me think of and focus on stuff that at the end doesn't happen......and makes me miss all that awesome moments that i can have with my beloved ones, for free! =)
I wish you guys the best of the very best. I am really pulling for you Tina, I just know it is your month girl.....and i promise to keep my chin up and follow yours and Kelly's steps in the months ahead.

now i feel like a peacock!! lol =)

[shandris]

You guys are so awesome, Everytime i hear that its not working out a tear falls for everyone of  you. Im sorry thats its so hard. Stay strong and NEVER give up. You are not alone. Your stories of heartbreak, even tho it may sound wierd, actually make me fill better knowing im not alone. Dont get me wrong i fill sad for you but i know how u fill. Im truley sorry. I'll pray for you.

[peekawho]

I'm so sorry, I was hoping it was a positive, but it didn't sound too likely, with all the things you described.

Try a good, sensitive digital next month, and maybe that word PREGNANT will pop up at ya.  No misreading that!  

[Holly7]

So sorry about the BFN me to this month so we will be in the TWW this month together and hopefully you and I and all the others with the BFN;s this month will get our BFP!!!! Seems to be happening alot her this month...
Try to have a good 4th and Maybe the dya after that it will get better .... At least it does for me the first and 2nd day after BFN STINK!!!!!!

[vsentz]

of course: beta <1

....BFN..........

I got some big ole evap lines.......or maybe a very very very veeeeeeery early chemical......who knows, in the meantime, i will try to focus on my dear parents, my hubby, my fur babies......, home and job.

There's nothing else I can do about this.......I tried really hard...., i went thru hell and back...., i lost my beloved baby....., i had surgeries, medications and nasty procedures done to me......and still, i get the big ole slap in the face.

I am so dissapointed.

Thanks to all that have helped me tho. Now that i know, i feel much calmer. Im still mad at the lady at the doctor's office......

It has been a hard day, and it'll be a tough 4th of July. Seeing all those kids running around and the pregnant wife of dh's cousin.......
Nothing i haven't lived before tho.....=(

*sighs* at least is over for this month.

[vsentz]

I know peek.....i know.......i am banging my head against the wall and feel the most stupid one of the bunch.........really, i am the one always saying, keep your feet planted on the floor and do this do that.....and look at me.....=/

I honestly am dissapointed...I've been bugging the living cr*p out of the physician's lady.....can't get a hold of them......i don't know what the deal is.....but i am almost sure im gonna be like a dumb@$$ there just standing with a blank-look when she says: sorry Vanessa, you are not pregnant.

*sighs*......

I guess there's always the next month......

*pulls hairs out*
*pulls 3 hairs left on head on a pony tail*

[peekawho]

Though everyone here repeatedly says "a line is a line", just look back over the hundreds of posts from women who seemed to see a line, only to not be pregnant.

You have to disregard any line you see after the time limit is up.  There is no reason to keep looking at a test after an hour.  It is meaningless, even if you see a line.  Mslkpage posted a very, very clear line once she got on a test after an hour or so...it was dark as could be.  She was not pregnant.

I really, really hope you are, though!  The blood test will tell the tale.  Let us know as soon as you get the results.  Good luck!

[kellym]

If I were you I'd call them. I think they have the results and you're just on the list to call. Different tests give different answers, only blood will tell the truth, and I'm Pulling for you!! Me, I'm fine, fell absolutely no different! Let us know just as soon as you find out. DUST******

[vsentz]

yeah girl, they were supposed to be ready the same day (and the lady was supposed to call me right away) but you know how people are, they don't feel the pain, they don't care....Jee! some of them just work to make the big bucks! and the paitents are just a number to them.

I hope so too girl, but then again, if i had a late implant, why did the line came up on 8dpo?? i felt REALLY crampy on 9dpo......so, it might have implanted and then it didn't take?
I got a very faint line on 10 dpo..............(almost non existing) and then yesterday's!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!????

that's why i really feel this is not my month.....

=(

Thank you for your words sweetie!
How are you feeling???

[kellym]

So, did you get the blood test yesterday that you are waiting on results?? I hope you had a late implant. I'm sorry about your little angel and I'm thinking about you today!