More faint positives - going in for beta today!

[scienceteacher79]

I am so nervous I am shaking. I am going in for my beta ths morning. I got three faint positives yesterday ($ tree and walmart brand) and two this morning ($ tree and EPT - EPT suckeddddd by the way!). Woke up at 5 this morning and could not go back to sleep! So, I just got up. DH still doesn't know - it is KILLING me not to tell him but he is unimpressed by faint lines, so I think I will have the nurse call him and tell him he is going to be a daddy (barring the beta comes out well). I know it is early and I am expectng a low number, but I am going to be a nervous wreck for the next few betas. :) After almost 4 years, a m/c, and thousands of dollars, I think we finally did it!

Clearblue digital still came out not pregnant so I am thinking I am under 30 with my beta. Another thing I noticed: the afternoon pee yesterday was only after 2-3 hours and have been the darkest yet. The FMU this morning made everythng very very faint compared to last night.

Symptoms for all who wanna know - boobies are killing me (not normal), cramps down low in the middle of my uterus, haven't had an appetite in over 24 hours, and haven't slept well in the last 3-4 nights.

Please keep your fingers crossed for me and pray for my baby. We have been through the ringer and want this more than anything. Hugs and SSBD to all!


Jen (AKA a nervous wreck!!)

[ita17]

Well FIRST of all a HUGE CONGRATS Jen;)  You KNEW you were PG!!!!!  Are you on progesterone?  If not, do you have any @ home?  If I were you I would get on them asap, it can't hurt any!  What a flippen dumb**S for not taking your prog. levels!  Geeesh!  Sometimes I seriously wonder ;<
You know, you did take this beta 2 days earlier than most would, & you may have just implanted like last night or this  AM;)
I'm really happy for you, & I bet everything will be great!  Enjoy your weekend, & DON'T stress!  It's just not good for you & beanie baby ;o)
XxXxXxXx's laura;)

[scienceteacher79]

:) Thanks girly! I am feeling better about this. Everything will be ok...i think :)

[stillwaiting52]

Keep thinking positive Jen, your number will go up, you are very early still. I am keeping everything crossed and praying for you. Take it easy, you are pregnant :-)

[scienceteacher79]

Thank you girls. You are the best cheering section ever! I am trying to stay positive in between the crying fits :( It would have been fine if the a-hole doc wouldn't have said what he said. I knew it was going to be low (heck, I JUST finally got a line!) but then he added insult to injury and gave me no hope. I hate his damnnnn guts right now! So, we will assume I am happily pregnant (easier said than done) and I think I will pee on a digi on Sunday to see if it comes up then. I will better when I see the word! :) Hugs and love to all of you. You guys lift me up like you will never know! You are God sends.

Savanha - Gosh - I love you more than anything! Please do not mess your head up silly :) Thank you for making me laugh...I needed it :)

Jen

[Mybabypooh]

Like everyone already said, the numbers have to start somewhere. Try not to stress out and focus on all things positive!

[Savanha]

Hey Babes...

I know this is a hard time right now, but I have to say that I am sooooo EXCITED for you Jen. I mean all the hard times you've had with even oving & now you ARE Pregnant. ;o) I'm so happy for you chicky. Hang on GF & try your best to stay positive...and think positive & try to relax. I know it's hard chick-baby, but try. Here's to GREAT Nums on Tues.

(((BiG Ole HuGs))) & A BiG smackeroo kiss on that cheek. Of course the one on your face! ;o) Hope I made ya laugh.

Gurrrrl...you might have to call 911, I've laughed so hard, I done cracked my 4-head on the top of this laptop...almost had a brain concussion over here. (ha) ;o)