FERTILITY DRUGS

[DELUSIONAL]

I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE FERILITY CLINIC THREE TIMES WITH NO SUCESS.  I AM HAVING DELISIONS ABOUT EVERYTHING, PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT ME AND STUFF THAT IS SO CRAZY I CAN'T REPEAT THEM IS THERE ANY POSSIBLILITY THAT THIS CAN BE AN INBALANCE IN MY HORMONES OR HAVE I JUST COMPLETELY  LOST IT BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I CAN HAVE KIDS??

[llenda]

Hi delusional, I also had some paranoia.  Especially at work.  I am sure it is the medicine.  I have just kind of stayed to myself through this IVF cycle.  I didn't tell anybody at work and I try not to take anything too personal.  Your hormones are completely screwed up and you probably are fighting with a bit of depression.  Try to find something inspiring.  Shopping, workout, or vacation.  Are you going to try anymore?  I don't know how many times we will try but we have both talked about what all these drugs might be doing to my body.  I will be very sad if we can't have children but I am going to be 40 in a couple of months and I know it might be a possibility.  I know a lot of people without kids and there are some perks to it. Well anyway good luck!

[SDteacher]

What did you do each of those times at the fertility clinic??  IUI or IVF or natural tiining?????  I think this is an emotional roller coaster for all of us TTC.  The paranoia is a bit much though.... maybe you should try to do some things to ease your stress; yoga or accupucture?  There have been studies that accupucture helps fertility!!  You should try it.  It may also help to talk to someone like a therapist if you have a lot of things going on deep down.  You want to be in the best emotional condition as well as physical when TTC and having a baby.  Best of luck to you!!