TWW

[Lynniepooh]

Ok so I am only 9dpo and this is driving my nutso!  

this is my first serious tww.  I take provera (progesterone) every month to get my period and I am usually spotting by now!  I had a little dip in my temp today but AF is showing no signs of showing just yet.  Not even a speckle!

IM GONNA GO CRAZY

I got some dollar store hpt's and I wanna test so bad!  to early, to early.

How did you make it thru your TWW?  who turned into  POAS addict?

Thanks, Lynn

[Des_a_rae]

Lol AWw well either way..with everything going the way it should in your life right now I'm sure you'll see a BFP soon! :)  

And..AND it's a good thing that this tww is "different" feeling ;).  Good luck! :D

[Lynniepooh]

Thanks!  that surely helps.

My doc doesn't want me to get preg until after my next surgery in August and I honestly wasn't trying.  How awesome would it be if i was thou!

I will say one thing thou.  all the other time when I thought I was having a TWW and wasn't, I didn't feel the way I do now!  Even with all the mind tricks then, this is different!

I am trying to keep my hopes down but just knowing that I am finally FINALLY ovulating is the most exciting thing in my life right now! if im not preg its ok, I now know i have a fighting chance in this ultimate goal!

PS I wouldn't care if you were laughing at me, I'm laughing at myself! LOL

thanks again

[Des_a_rae]

Lol, please dont think I'm laughing at you, but I honestly think it's cute..only because we drive ourselves crazy with this TWW stuff.  You're on my friends list but I don't think I've ever even had a conversation with you.  First I wanted to say CONGRATS on Oing!!! :D  That's wonderful!!  Also, I want to say best of luck this month..hoping and praying you get your BFP!  

Now as far as this TWW..there's NOTHING that can pass the time lol.  It is the most emotional rollercoaster of all the time we spend ttc.  Every little pain, cramp, twing...temp increase, temp dip...sleepy? Boobs hurting??  Headache..gooey CM?? .all these signs or not??  SOO many questions lol..it's nerve wrecking!  Just try not to dwell on it.  Let it gooo..as easy and carefree as possible because you'll drive yourself crazy with questions.  Plus, (not wishing you bad juju lol)  if you don't get a bfp this month (and again, praying you do!) then you haven't pumped yourself up soo much that it's such a huge let down.  So many of us have been there and since I've had soo many let downs, I don't even think about the tww like I used to.  Sure it's there..it's what it is..BUT I don't dwell during it.   Anyways, don't want to ramble here...BUT Best of luck hun!!  Crossing everything possible you get your lil sticky one! :D

[Lynniepooh]

here is my ticker