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[cccatch]

hi everyone. i am 37 years old and leaving in LA. i have premeture overian failier since i was 19 years old. i've been through IVF 4 times and i got pregnant 2 times but miscarriage after 25 days. i changed my doctor. the other doctor had me tested with some special facilities and told me i have uteres syndrom, so baby doesn't have space to grow. i had surgery and took care of that too. i had to use donor each time and unfortunately this time my donors played fool alot and canceled each cycle before egg retrival. i spend lots of money and waited 1 year and 8 months and finaly after lots and lots of head ache and disapointments they transfered 5 embryios on January 9th and i had my last chance of being pregnant and trying expensive IVF meantime that my 9 years younger sister is pregnant, and my best friend and all neighbors and friends and everyone in the world is pregnant . i took pregnancy test on 21st of january 2009 and results came negative after almost 2 years of waiting. i am so desprate and going in sain and do not know what to do any more. my pure husband is not supportive any more. thinking of forgeting about baby just because of money is killing me. our credit cards are all full because of several IVFs but i am not loosing my hope because i know that i got pregnant before but 1st doctor didn't know my problem. now that i have surguree i know that i will get pregnent . its just matter of money and trying again with another donor but my husband is like enough is enough. does anyone experiencing ivf know if i could get help from any organization that helps people like me or any place or doctor that can help me gather some medication or money or get an egg donor or anyone that could be sponsor for me or any thing i can do to have baby. any thing. i'll do anything. i just want to stop crying and find a way. i'm so hopeless. somethimes i talk to God and ask him "God why me? why me? why? why?" please people talk to me and show me a way.

[cccatch]

thanks for your suggestions. ya . i've already tried that but unfortunatley most of the time embryo donors want to be involved to their child's life after baby gets born. it's like they are the baby's biological mom and dad and you are adopting the embryo.

[Heather5]

...oh, and one more thing. From what I've heard, donor embryos are less costly than using donor eggs. Maybe that would be an option for you.

[Heather5]

I'm so sorry to hear of all your struggles. Unfortunately, I don't know of any organizations that help finance IVFs, but you might be able to ask your RE if they have any donated medication they can give you. Sometimes, other patients have leftover meds they don't need, and some doctors will allow them to donate these meds to the clinic so that others who do not have fertility coverage can use them. Not sure how common this is, but it might be worth asking your doctor about it... Best of luck to you! I hope everything works out for you and your husband!