I need support

[DISNEY CHICK]

Well ladies AF showed her ugly face this morning and  i am soooo very upset.  I really thought with the indigestions and sore bbs that this was my month.  And worst of all on thursday my sister in law is having a baby.  So I have to go see her baby in the hospital while on AF.  I just thought I would have been preg. by the time she had her baby.  It has been so long, and I am tired of BFN.  I feel like giving up.  and I am not mad at my sister in law, I am very happy she is having a baby, but at the same time I am not sure how I am going to be able to handle the situation.  I have been crying all day at work, which is really not good.  I just don't know what to do or how to feel.  I go to the doctor next Tues.  to get round three of clomid.  Anyways I just needed to vent to people who understand what I am going through.
thanks

[shayla1]

I know too well how you feel...it sucks:(

[BabyBlue07]

I am sorry to hear that.  you still have next month cycle to try.  just relax your body. the more we think about it, the more the body tense and it's not good to conceive.  Take a break, get away, and try for next month.  

I will pray for you.  hopefully each of us will fulfill our dream.

[Brown Eyed Gurl]

I so feel for you I've been crying if anyone looks at me wrong...and it seem like everyone is having babies and I'm not.....I started AF yesterday and maybe you can have the luck I did on clomid the 3rd time was a charm...

[paranoidpattie]

That is totally understandable to feel that way.  It gets more frustrating each month and even harder to be happy for others.  I know you can be happy for them and still feel sad inside.  I was really hoping to give DH a birthday present also this month but doesn't look like that'll happen :-(

But I try to focus my energy on what I can do differently to improve each cycle.  You're going on another round of Clomid, maybe the third time will be the charm.  

Good luck!!

Hugz!

[miky72]

We are all in the same boat..but there are so many success story in here!!!
I hope  next moth is your month!
SSBD,
Miky

[DISNEY CHICK]

thank you ladies for the support

[Helen72]

It's so hard not to feel resentful and it always feels that life is somehow unfair!  My little sis's son is having his first b-day this week.  Since I started ttc she got pregnant, had a kid and he is now 1.  I love her very much but I cry every time she sends me his pictures.  I wish you much strength on Thursday!  I hope that our time will come some time soon.

[babyadrian]

Hi, I can understand your frustration...you're not alone.. so many of us here struggle to have little one.
My dh and I been trying for 8 yrs. I did 2 ivfs and 2 cancelled ivfs, plus before that i had 4 IUIs ( or 5). Every month I get disappointed. Every baby shower that I have attended I wish i never had to. Every holiday or DH's Birthday(s) I wish i am pregnant so I can give him a big Surprise but unfortunately am still waiting for it to happen. I am not giving up though..I hope that you too.. Soon we'll have those moment.. moment that we will get pregnant..

I wish you luck..